Jessica (pixeltwist) wrote,

To everyone who considers me a friend:

I'm sorry that I made pretty much no effort to be a friend this year. It doesn't mean that I don't like you or don't care about what's going on in your lives. I've just gotten to a point where I keep to myself all the time. I've even snapped at people that I work with for asking if I want to hang out after work sometime.

So, if I haven't called you, commented on your Livejournal/Myspace/Facebook, sent you a Christmas card or whatever, it doesn't mean that I don't like you, I'm just no good at being a friend.

Sadly, I'm not saying that I'm going to try and be a better friend. I'm quite confortable where I am, even if it's not normal. I would think I would try and make an effort to be a better friend next year, but I don't plan on it.

If you really want to get a hold of me, or ask me to go hang out or whatever, the best way to do it is over AIM. I'm the worst at using the phone. I just don't like to call people. I never have. If you don't have my screen name, it's 'sojessykasays'. If you message me and I don't reply, don't take it personally. I tend to ignore people that IM me online too, but to a much less degree than people that call me.

I'm sorry if I've come off as a bitch or whatever. I really don't mean it like that. This is just the truth and I wanted to make sure no one thinks I don't like them or whatever.


Cross posted to Livejournal, Myspace and Facebook.
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